once upon a time i had a male role model in my life named Joe Manuel Gonzales .he died when i was ten …one eye alcoholic to the rest of the world …..grandpa Joe to me …..i miss you poppa …… gotta stop…..now
sophias law by bishop deville …this project i first started on for my friend obie .his little girl was murdered in was all in the media …i always had advocacy in my heart but couldn’t dial in for what specific cause ..i myself was a victim of abuse that went unreported.the way in which sophia was taken is what really got to me.by chance my cousin devin introduced me to obie we had a bbq that day and was surprised when devin let me know he was the father of sophia the same little girl i seen on the news.there was pain and strength in obies character. usually in those type of situations you normally give condolences or empathize with a person.i couldn’t do either because i knew it wouldnt help him to hear it one more time.after a few days i respectfully contacted obie and brought up the idea of doing something that would allow sophias murder not to be another one of those “remember the little girl stories ” but yet a powerful message to represent what could have or couldn’t be avoided .i am currently attending community college for child development i spoke to my teacher she says your a rapper right ?make a rap ….so i did …..umm ..im getting way to emotional now ill let some more off my chest later …blogging never thought id be doing this. sophia has spread her wings
im on stage last night …and life is like whoa …seems the only thing i can think about is my woman (norma i love you ) and my kids ….seems somehow im getting old enough to see my purpose isn’t to invest this time into my dreams anymore but to invest it in my daughters dreams…. and after the hang over …i can still remember that moment of clarity …and today when my daughter qloe wakes up …im gonna ask her ….qloe what are your dreams?(hope shes not like to own a million puppy’s ….lol…because that’s a lot of dogs ) .
and next time i see my alekah and aaliyah im gonna say girls what are your dreams?im crying like a fool now so im gonna stop this writing seems blogs are a powerful window into the soul…………..
i love my life …so if you ARE IN MY LIFE IN ANY WAY SHAPE OR FORM THIS ALSO MEANS I LOVE YOU
Gonna chill tonight with the homie bonedad .one of my best friends …I got a show tomorrow gonna do some new tracks excited about that …loving my life …looking forward to the car being fixed ..yeeee
i guess Ive always known what i like or dislike .many times i am a stay on the fence type of guy …in other words i tend not to take sides. recently a little girl Sophia Acosta was murdered …i decided to write a song for her father and to advocate for “Sophia law “.mostly because i am taking child development course in college . i am 35 kinda got a late start ….oh yeah i am a rapper too.i have four daughters i know 3 the fourth …well long story…i believe in all things good …..guess most consider me a square lol ….welll bye for now …if any one is reading ?